My creative gingerbread house with light.

Draw the gingerbread house.

Colour for the windows.

The cardboard construction is finished.

The instruction

12/1/2015 - Instruction for a gingerbread house with light and without baking

My inner family is enthusiastic about my idea for this year's gingerbread house.

Inner child: Oooh, with real light! I want to be as great as mom and dad when I´m grown up.

Inner woman: The gingerbread house is really very nice. I like being so creative. I have particularly enjoyed that my man was with us this year.

Inner man: This year I really enjoyed the gingerbread house building, too, because the cardboard construction was an interesting challenge for my spatial imagination and I like the lighting technology.

If you want to bake a gingerbread house made out of gingerbread, you'll find plenty of instructions in the internet. For my gingerbread house without baking and with light you need:
cardboard in A4 size
transparent paper
scissors
adhesive (maybe additional packing tape)
short LED light chain (which doesn´t warm up)
1 egg
icing sugar
sweets for decoration

Print out my template for the gingerbread house and cut it out along the solid lines. Then place it on your cardboard, trace it and cut the cardboard out. Adhesive colorful transparent paper on the window and door openings. At the dashed lines fold the cardboard. This folding becomes more accurate, if you bend the board around a ruler. Then you can assemble your gingerbread house. And if your gingerbread house at any point doesn´t quite hold, you can optionally stabilize it from the inside with packing tape J. If you want a template for the oven, too, you can take any small cardboard box, but you can also put it together without cardboard directly with larger candies.

For the frosting you separate the egg whites from the yolks and add to the egg whites as much powdered sugar as you need for a viscous mass. If the consistency is not right, you can add water, but don´t use too much, because the candy stick better the tougher the mass is. When you decorate your gingerbread house beautifully, please remember to set up a candy or other sweet for the chimney. At last you can add a few icicles with the rest of your frosting and sprinkle powdered sugar as snow over your house. Scattered through a sieve the icing sugar will be more evenly distributed.

Finally you do the light chain through the rear opening in your gingerbread house and put up the witch and the other pieces.
Enjoy yourself with building a gingerbread house.

12/2/2015 - Therapeutic Quality: conscious inner decision

Exercise: Inner children love to build a gingerbread house, but nevertheless it remains a decision of the entire inner family, whether and in what form a gingerbread house is built.

Therefore try to feel inwardly how your individual inner family members perceive the building of a gingerbread house. It is important to perceive more deeply than: "It's a family tradition.", "I have no time." and "I am too clumsy." Who and why likes the family tradition? Who decides how much and what needs to be done in what time? Who issues which claims at how high perfection? Who of your inner family has the greatest influence on the final decision? Is this so only when building a gingerbread house or is this particularly influential inner family member also in other decisions dominant?

If you should finally decide against building a gingerbread house, I advise you not to let your inner child watch eagerly, but to choose a loving alternative. For example you can buy a small gingerbread house (the alternative should be directly comparable and therefore include a concrete gingerbread house) and then you can read to your inner child the fairy tale "Hansel and Gretel" (what is the English correspondence?) in a cozy atmosphere with candlelight. For this purpose, you may also take your doll or your inner-child character on your lap. Most important for your inner child is your loving attention.

Perhaps you like to tell the others, how your inner family decided about the gingerbread house? Are there beautiful photos? 

12/3/2015 - How can I participate at this Christmas project?

Question: Your Christmas project is very interesting, but I am not familiar with the inner family and therefore do not know how I can join.

Answer: Unless you have read my just published book "Spiritual Psychotherapy: The inner family" (only German, English will follow) or you are one of my clients, you cannot know about the inner family, because I present the inner family only just now with this project in practical application to the public. In this respect, you need only open-mindedness for trying something new in order to participate.

The inner family consists of three intrapsychic aspects which make the human personality structure and are therefore particularly important. So it's worth, good to know your inner family and lovingly deal with it. And this is with what this project wants to support you.

With three different approaches you can take part at this project. First, you can just post as you celebrate Christmas and how are you doing so. If this shows certain likes and dislikes, hints about your inner family may arise from this.

Secondly, the external relations are a reflection of the inner psychic family, so that all relationship experiences - which are particularly intense during the Christmas season - have to do with the inner family and I give appropriate instructions.

Third, you can feel inwards of yourself and try to perceive inner psychic impulses. Then I give you feedback what it could be.

But if you simply tell only your Christmas experiences and participate in my actions, without wanting to know which inner family member is responsible, you are also welcome.

I wish for a beautiful common Christmastime
yours Ayleen

12/4/2015 - How did I actually come up with the idea for this Christmas project of the inner family?

I love Christmas tradition, but in retrospect I particularly keep the special Christmas times in my memory, such as my first year of marriage with Christmas in England or when I, on another occasion, from inwardly wrote the text of my illustrated book "The Lord's Prayer for Mystics" (only in German) between Christmas and New Year or years later when I changed into a spontaneous transcendence state with a time sense of eternity, which apparently the others unconsciously felt, too, by confirming the unusually profound peace atmosphere. In contrast, the remaining also quite lovely Christmas times lost their individual character and flowed together to Christmas with parents, as a couple and as a family.

Last year, it would have been just another repetition of Christmas as a couple, and that wouldn´t have been enough for me. The special Christmas times had their reasons in changing life circumstances or spiritual experiences. So I asked myself last year, how that Christmas season could be made a special festival and got the inspiration to seek the love among the earthly structures. So I turned the whole Christmas time under this motto and crafted it into a video project. It had become such a special season with so many positive surprises and a beautiful film result, that I wanted to put this year's Christmas time under a motto once again.

However, I initially did not understand the contradictory divine impulses. So I equally should consider the Christmas time as important and yet consistently work during my private celebration time, retire for myself and still be open to even the public, take care especially of my inner family what I have already done all the years before anyway, so that there was neither something special about it nor to develop something? In addition, just now the time should have come to implement my true spiritual task. What had that to do with my private Christmas time?

Then overnight I received the answer. Through this Christmas project in connection with my just published guide "Spiritual Psychotherapy: The inner family" (English translation will follow) I would begin with my spiritual task as an ambassador of love: "Take the love with you and bring it in the earthly structures." My first step is to introduce the earthly personality structures of the human psyche as an inner family.

Now the time has come to fulfill my calling.

12/5/2015 - Webinars about the inner family in everyday life: Part 1 inner child

12/9/2015 -  A day in Advent

In the morning I usually wake up without an alarm clock. At what time I wake up, my divine consciousness regulates in regard to what's coming up for the day. So at powerful days I already get up at about 5.00 o´clock in the morning, but yesterday was a relaxed day with my life partner, so I slept until just after 6.00 o´clock. First, I water my flowers then, finish various tasks, yesterday I designed the concept for my next belly dance video recordings and answer my many e-mails. Currently, I also often look at our Christmas project. While this efficiently doing of things, mostly my inner man is standing in the foreground, usually in cooperation with the other inner family members who are the most appropriate for each task.

Later at about 9.00 o´clock my friend regularly gets up. We live separately, but he stayed overnight with me, where we sleep in separate rooms. Even during my marriage my husband and I had from the beginning separate study and bedrooms, which in each case was a matching desire of both partners and me. I am a very individualistic personality with high inner-man-share, so I need my personal space.

My friend and I answered together briefly one last e-mail about our planned vacation together and then rang my counseling phone. I phoned about twenty minutes, while my friend was in the bathroom and then I put off my helplines for the rest of the day. It is easy for me to spontaneously switch internally to counseling, because I'm consistently in my holistic consciousness and don´t make a distinction between private and professional life or calling anyway, but sometimes I'm just not attainable.

As always my friend and I spent our morning in bed together. I am in a mixture of transcendent, energetically perceiving and inner woman then. Sexually we are more matching than in any other area. As a small child's soul my friend is without conscious interest in spirituality still so open and so very spiritual, that I can meet him at the deepest level. He himself though is only, if at all, aware of a small section of it, but reacts so directly, that I am exchanging from soul to soul with him. His earthly structures are a well-connected inner-man-woman personality, so that he lives completely his inner man in bed and loves my inner woman. I'm always fascinated by his transcendent openness and at the same time innocent pure masculinity through which divine love flows. The love energy I perceive so strongly that it almost flows from every pore and is expressed mainly in his eyes. Sometimes the dose is too high for him and then he closes down for a while. However, yesterday was a particularly satisfying and beautiful morning when we came together to orgasm. Actually it happens rather frequently, because we both are balanced in our inner-man-woman personality shares so that our emotional and passionate demands are very close.

Then we were alternately in the bathroom, I wrote a shopping list for things that he would buy for me, did my laundry and answered more newly received e-mails. While he was shopping and had breakfast, I met a client. Because I offer appointments on weekends, too, I don´t put more than two appointments on days when my friend is free from his shiftwork. We don´t eat breakfast together anyway, because he cooks so well for the evening, that additional breakfast is too much for me.
 
In the early afternoon spontaneously the boy from under us rang at my door, because his school had finished earlier than usual and he hadn´t got any keys. He brought some child energy in our day. When his father came home, I went down briefly, because I wanted to discuss a few things with him anyway. Then my friend and I shared a cozy Advent afternoon for two.

First we opened our mutual love calendars and I also my inner-child calendar with a Playmobil Christmas Market. Of the really lovely love sayings that I've got so far, I like the following three particularly well. My friend didn´t add the author´s name for our private purpose, so I don´t know from whom they are. They are in English, because it belongs to my calling to reinforced refresh my English and therefore it was my wish.
12/01/2015: You don't need someone to complete you. You need someone to accept you completely.
12/05/2015: We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
12/06/2015: A real man doesn't love the most beautiful woman in the world, he loves the woman who makes his world the most beautiful.

Then I read aloud yesterday´s chapter of my Advent book for my friend and above all my own inner child. Normally my friend in reverse reads aloud stories out of books for me as a common hobby, but for this Advent story we exchanged our roles. Of course, my friend isn´t so really interested in a childish girl story, but he let my inner child has her joy.

Therefore he was allowed to choose whether I should rather play the piano, guitar or flute and decided for the piano. So I played the piano and we sang together. Although just at the beginning of the Christmas season our Christmas carols sometimes weren´t quite fluently, we very much enjoyed our music making. Afterwards we watched our personal Christmas video "The love among the structures" from last year, which lasts for almost an hour. In his identification with his inner man my friend believes, that all this Christmas stuff doesn´t really interest him and that he joins in only for me, but since I can perceive his full transcendental personality and inner family, I don´t care what he says, as long as he participates internally sufficiently well involved.

Then my friend cooked our vegetarian dinner. With this he lived his inner woman, while my inner woman regularly cannot prevail against my inner man in that point. I cook very rarely and then very easy because my inner man regards the effort as too inefficient and prefers to use the time for professional duties or my calling. Accordingly, yesterday during the cooking from my friend I was at the computer and dealt with this Christmas project. But then my inner woman was responsible for the Christmas romance at dinner again. While my friend was washing the dishes, I looked at my e-mails once again and then took over the drying.

Finally, we watched together the video "Walk the Line" about Johnny Cash. In my online guitar course I'm learning - now interrupted by the Christmas corals - this song. By the way, from the online guitar course I got the idea to offer my belly dance as moving meditation courses also online. It turned out by my guitar course, that my friend liked many songs by Johnny Cash and yesterday in the film he sang in between eagerly. Finally, at about 23.00 o´ clock he said goodbye and went home, while I went to bed.

This was such an Advent day, how I live it in everyday life with my inner family. Why don´t you look at yourselves, too, how your inner families design your everyday life?

All my best wishes
yours Ayleen

12/10/2015 - Inner man inner woman relationship:
Two clients of mine participate in this Christmas project under a pseudonym, so I would like to briefly introduce their background. About two years ago, they both came independently to me. They have already gone through intensive development processes and have a complete inner family who they can perceive well. In addition, they both have just now made a leap to a new awareness level, which primarily includes the connection of the soul to earthly structures.

Recently I got by the soul level the information to bring them into contact, because their souls lovingly want to support each other. At this information I looked at my notes in this respect closely once again and found that the two really fit together surprisingly well with everything else, too. In fact, also their personality structures and their partner ideas were perfect for each other. So I talked to both of them and in the meantime they´ve written a few mutual e-mails, whose content I don´t know.

Now, from Selma, I got this morning the following e-mail:

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"Dear Ayleen, I think I'm going crazy. ... Either I do not express myself, he does not understand me or I do not understand his answer, because I think he has understood nothing of what I have written. Otherwise he would not come with such a "naked in bed" thing. Where is there the "delicate" man? ... Here our mails:

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Hi Thomas, I think I'm really a bit confused. I think, when I arrived at home today for the first time I understood what Ayleen really explains. I should open myself or be honest. Shit I always thought. I already do it, more I can´t say to the soul, etc.

But that I should represent myself as a vulnerable tender woman towards you, was somehow not really clear to me until today. That it has to do with the healing of woman / man relationship I did not understand. I have somehow assumed that it has something to do with seeing the soul and support each other at that level. Yes, I know that's all already so businesslike, but I have to write it this way, so I understand everything better. You have probably already understood everything.

So, about the man woman thing I have got a huge fear!!! How to be seen as a delicate vulnerable woman, I do not even know. Perhaps you know that? Then you can help me. You once asked me, how I would feel, if I imagine that you're taking me into your arms. What I write now has nothing to do with you. So I feel afraid, deeper disgust, even further down grief and my body is numb. I even cry, because I don´t believe that a man only wants to be protective and caring without being domineering or on grip. I know that I haven´t said much so far, but I cannot write more at the moment. Until then, best wishes, Selma.

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Oh Selma you pull yourself down too deep. It is not necessary for you. On the one hand you talk about dislike and still you let yourself in on me and you write more and more openly. I think that's really great. Of course, I'm a bit shocked when I read about fear, disgust and sadness, but not in reference to me. I know I am still a stranger to you, but I'll ask the question anyway. Did you ever have a bad experience with a man, or even a little darker? I have to take care a bit, as I write to you. Not that you become averse to me and I lose you out of my hands. And I write this not to undermine you, but because you're interesting. My whole circle of friends consists of so-called softies. That's why I can say with a clear conscience, that not all men are as in your world, which you are going to leave soon. Is this the reason why you study various religions, to find answers and understanding? Wouldn´t it be nice if one would lie together in bed (naked) and someone is caressing you? And not from dominance, but because he thinks you are beautiful and exciting and he likes being next to you? You've written twice, the delicate vulnerable woman. Vulnerable? Does Ayleen say it, or is it your imagination, because you think, who is tender is vulnerable. Excuse me, if I have written a little weird, but it came just from the gut this way. I wish you a nice night and lovely dreams. I'll think about it, how I can help you and I will stir up the tender in you. But I can only repeat, unfortunately, we are looking for something outside where it isn´t, because it is in ourselves. Best regards

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What do you say, Ayleen? All love your Selma."

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Dear Selma, you have ventured an incredibly bold move with your very honest and open e-mail and got by Thomas an equally open and actually very delicate masculine response. Please try to deliberately read his answer with your heart to feel the affection contained therein.

The response of Thomas is committed to you, male and internally well connected. In fact, the healthy inner man expresses his love through the body - in a form that respects the woman - and nothing else writes Thomas. The belittling of physical love expression is rather a social distortion than it should be a scale. Thomas combines the physical approach with a lot of feeling and genuine interest in you.

But for your inner woman talks will be far more important at first and physical fantasies should be confined to put an arm around the shoulders. What topics would you like to chat with him about? Are there common hobbies and interests? You two are authentic personalities with a lot of depth, who meet under rather unusual circumstances, but even then the approach should gradually start at the surface and then go deeper. Finally, it takes confidence to mutually opening up. Dear Selma, what would you like to know about Thomas to establish cautious confidence?

12/12/2015 - The webinar technique tests were a disaster!

My first technology tests with Hangout On Air a few days ago were with gurgling noises and echo in the background, so that first of all I bought a headset. However, it doesn´t seem to make the slightest difference, even though the headset is turned on and everything was switched to the headset. Well, of course, I can be understood, but nice is different. Does anyone know what can be the reason?

12/16/2015 - Christmas-belly-dancing-video
My inner woman loves to give and wants to make all belly dance interested persons happy with a special Christmas video. My inner man was responsible for efficiency at creating it and my inner child added playful impulses.

Christmas-belly-dancing-video 

Have lots of fun yours Ayleen

12/17/2015 - Self-confidence inner man 

A client of mine has / wants to present self-assured his inner man. Therefore I gave him the homework to post every day in identification with his inner man about what he is proud on himself. He shall focus onto achievement.
 
Now, here is your opportunity for your everyday posts – and everybody else can take part, too.

My inner man.

My inner family all together.

My inner child.

My inner woman.

12/17/2015 -   Advent baking with my inner family

Today we baked two cakes and cookies all together. For this combination my inner man was responsible with his efficiency thinking. Two cakes, one in a bigger and two in a smaller form, just fit into my oven, which is in addition preheated after the cookies. Altogether needs exactly one box bakery margarine and a packet of ten eggs, so that there are no leftovers. I freeze the cakes for Christmas, then the days before are more relaxed.
 
My inner woman likes to bake her favourite cheesecake with a bio baking mixture, which she relishes so much, that she especially gets it from my parents in Hamburg.
 
My inner child is especially looking forward to cutting out the cookies. She would have wished for glaze with colorful chocolate crumbles, but her parents were against it. My inner man prefers the cookies less sweet and with clear appearance and my inner woman fears chocolate patches on the furniture.
 
For compensation my inner child was allowed to cut out lots of teddy bears and Santa Clauses while my inner man got only few locomotives and my inner woman only few angels. About the hearts they were happy all together and other motives added to the variety.
 
My whole inner family agreed on nibbling. My inner child loves nibbling anyway, my inner man loves extremes and has got a very robust stomach and my inner woman loves it, if everybody is happy. In this respect, nobody slowed down and therefore I nibbled lots of pastry and ate lots of cookies.

12/18/2015 - Christmas party with plans for the future

Today I enjoyed an intensive connected Christmas party together with nice people. Who of my inner family celebrated it? For my inner child I gave a special Christmas party last year, when three of us played together with our Barbie dolls. Therefore my inner child was more in the background this year.
 
My inner woman was there with a high part and liked the belly dancing show, the talking about dance and the caring community. She enjoyed it very much.
 
My inner man was very present, too. He was mostly interested in the job talking and happy about making important plans for the future. He likes long-term planning and active approaching.
 
Actually, I´ve only expressed through my adult inner family members, what is devine inside of me and my calling. “Ambassadress of love, take the love with you and let it flow into the structures.” That´s exactly what I do right now. 

For this purpose, I make the earthly psychical structures of the human being as inner family known through my guide "Spiritual Psychotherapy: The inner family" and additionally spread through belly dancing a basic way to develop the inner family psychical through the body.

So I extend my Belly Dance Online Courses in future, in addition to concrete personal offerings. That's why today I invited to my Christmas party those I consider to be best suited to targeted develop individual inner family members. I presented them my plans and was happy about their great interest. In this respect I would like to offer more extensive possibilities for the inner family in future.

With caring for oneself, sporting fitness and joy of dance, it is almost incidentally possible to develop the inner family and thereby gain in quality of life. For this, it is nothing more necessary than to choose the correct hobbies and with knowledge of the inner family that is very simple. My tuned to the inner family offering that I intend to gradually build together with qualified persons, will support you in this.

So I'm going to introduce courses that are specifically adapted to promote certain inner family members. My Belly Dance Online Courses, for example, assist specifically the inner woman and other services are planned. Together with me you can look forward to the future.

My inner child loves this Christmas market.

My inner woman integrates it into the table decorations.

My inner man likes it as timesaving.

My inner family at the Christmas market.

12/22/2015 -  Christmas market

The first years in Berlin I visited the most famous Christmas markets, but since then there hasn´t been an inner impulse any more to go to further Christmas markets. Instead of this I have got a Christmas market at home now (look at the photos).

Have you visited a Christmas market? How did your inner family members enjoy themselves?

12/22/2015 - Christmas preparations

Today I have begun with the Christmas preparations. And you? When do you begin?
 
Mainly my inner man (vicarious my friend) set up the artificial Christmas tree. Since I live in Berlin without a car or a Christmas tree sale nearby on the 4th floor without an elevator I have changed to an artificial Christmas tree. I like it very much.

12/23/2015 - Tinkering with my inner family

During Christmas time I also enjoy to tinker. In which my inner family works together. It is always that family member in the foreground, which is needed most. For example, I have poured candles, made straw stars, shaped with salt dough, sewed nutshell dolls, raised pearl jewelry, cut tealight shieldings, worked with glitter foil and whatever else came to my mind. As an artist soul I am talented for creative things. Most of it I have given away.
 
This year unfortunately I haven´t had the time to tinker. I´ve got so many interests that I can´t do everything in one Christmas season. Therefore every year I focus on something else. It makes my Christmas time despite all tradition varied. This year my creativity has gone into my belly dance videos and this project about the inner family.

The table with presents for my inner family.

The table at which my inner family eats.

12/23/2015 - Looking forward to Christmas

Hello my dears,
I've finished my preparations and my inner family is so excited, that it´s talking completely messed up – sorry ;)

Inner child: The singing Christmas bauble is absolute great, just as nice as the climbing Santa Claus. Does he bring the gifts? And the overhead leaping reindeer – doesn´t Santa Claus lose the gifts?

Inner man: I like the technical paraphernalia, too.

Note: With the playful impulses my inner child, my inner man and my artist's soul flow into each other so smoothly, that I also have otherwise a great fondness for funny things.

Inner woman: I am incredibly excited about the great gift from my friend. I have no idea what might be in there. In addition, I had a lot of fun decorating the Christmas tree.

Note: The Christmas tree I decorated predominantly from out of the spiritual through my inner woman. This increased feelings of happiness in me more and more. This happiness flows equally through all my inner family members, so I - if I let it - can be almost euphoric high without drugs. Then I hear merry music and dance spontaneously to express my joy.  But today I stayed with the decorating while I heard in constant repetition „A Christmas Dream“.

My inner family at Christmas Eve.

Christmas tradition with my inner family.

The Christmas doll house of my inner child.

My inner man likes manageable traditions and has everything well organized, so that the following sequence is scheduled for Christmas Eve. From 4.30 to 5.00 o´clock p.m. I start with another healing meditation for the inner family. Maybe you have time and feel like it to join.

Between 5.00 and 5.30 o´clock p.m. my friend is arriving and we go together to the church at 6.00 o´clock p.m. Although he is in the church he doesn´t put particular value into it, while I am no longer in the church anymore, but still enjoy this tradition. Especially Christianity and Buddhism, but also the other world religions and esoteric knowledge, have originally been very supportive to my spiritual path, so I'm grateful. But now I live in the Divine myself, so I have no relation to them anymore. Therefore I continue with this Christmas Eve worshipping only for the festive feeling especially of my inner woman.

Afterwards we will make music, that is, I play piano, guitar, F and C flute and my friend sings on most songs. I have already prepared a beautiful and with glitter stickers decorated music program. After that we will call our families, eat baguettes, cakes and ice cream and finally unpack our gifts.

12/24/2015 - Therapeutic quality: The inner family mirrored by the others  

Many of you are likely to spend the Christmas celebrations with your families. This is an excellent opportunity to get to know your own inner family better with the help of the others. As souls did you choose exactly your parents as a learning task. What qualities do they have? - Even if your parents live them so distorted or unbalanced that they are not immediately recognizable as qualities, there are qualities underneath and you should have a closer look.

And what attracts you to your partner and why? Replaces the other perhaps an underdeveloped inner family member of you? Or what about the features you reject of your partner, do they correspond to an unloved share of yourself?

And how do you respond to the vitality of your children? That says a lot about your own inner child.

If you celebrate Christmas with open perception, you can thus learn a great deal about your own inner family. I wish you exciting insights.

12/28/2015 - Christmas days

Hello my dears,
how did you enjoy your Christmas festivities?

I spent Christmas Eve and Christmas Day with my friend here in Berlin. Then we traveled together to Hamburg, because both families of us happen to live in Hamburg, even though we met each other here in Berlin. On Boxing Day we visited his family. We then stayed together at the hotel, but the next morning my friend went back to Berlin, because he had to work while I've visited my family and came back in the evening.

About my inner family I cannot write anything, because I live such days only from the transcendence and not with my inner family. I don´t want to become entangled in relationship structures. Rather, I ask in advance by inner impulses and my cards what is important for all participants in detail on the day and exactly carry this out as a base below the relationship structures. I then measure my success by my spiritual task, regardless of what happens on the structural level.

In this respect, I can also enjoy Christmas together with people who are not interested in spirituality.
My best wishes
yours Ayleen

12/29/2015 - Resolution

Who of you did find the following 5 items at the picture?
1) The climbing Santa Claus (look at the video),
2) the somersaulting reindeer (look at the video),
3) the singing Christmas bauble (look at the video),
4) the blue red ring and
5) the walnut doll.

12/30/2015 - Therapeutic Quality: What exactly is the inner family?

The inner family is composed of an inner child, an inner woman and an inner man and makes the human psyche. Each human psyche is an internal family. The respective state of inner child, inner woman and inner man as well as the connection of the inner family members to each other result in the individual personality of each person.

Also my inner woman likes frills. I have just bred this mimosa. Three years ago I had a carnivorous plant (Venus Flytrap), which I enjoyed to feed with cheese and eggs and I love Do-not-touch-me (sorry if this isn´t the right translation).

The locomotive on the image I gave among other things years ago – rather humorous – to my ex-husband for Christmas, because it belonged to him for his Christmas feeling to play with a railroad. Only some Christmas later we discovered by chance that it is intended for incense.

12/31/2015 - Horoscope  

My spiritually connected inner woman is interested in horoscopes. Years ago, during my training as a non-medical psychotherapy practitioner I have been asked by others about my horoscope, because I've done the training with much power so unusually fast within 4 months. Well, today I have my horoscope for you.

From the beginning I had the deep knowledge, that this life is either my third last or last life. My inner knowledge fluctuated contradictory between one and three lives to and fro. After I created my horoscope, I knew the reason why. This is my last life, which consists of three sections.

The first section consisted of dissolving old karma and involved the healing of my inner child. The second section had the focus on healing my inner woman, with also the connection of earthiness and spirituality. In the third section I am now, which is to go public: ambassador of love, take the love with you and guide it into the earthly structures.

If you should have more detailed interest in my horoscope, you are welcome to comment your interpretation and I then will go on with further details. But maybe you prefer more generally posting about horoscopes or about your own one.

12/31/2015 - Bleigießen  

I talk about a tradition “Bleigießen”. It is an oracle. Do you have oracles at New Year's Eve, too?
Last year I regarded Bleigießen for the first time not only as a nice tradition, but took it seriously and tried it as an oracle. My friend and I proceeded after a recommendation from the Internet:

We had so amazingly true answers that we will proceed like that again this year. I got a very helpful answer to a spiritual question, but also my friend - who does not believe in this kind of things - has detected a very clear answer for himself.
 
His question was: Will I still be happy with Ayleen 2015?
The answer you see on the photos (Love, Yes!) and it became true.

12/31/2015 - Celebration  

I wish you a Happy New Year.

All the best
yours Ayleen

1/1/2016 - Happy New Year 2016

I wish you a Happy New Year 2016, health, happiness and all the best.

My boyfriend and I started our common New Year party at 6 o´clock p.m. with party poppers, Christmas crackers and Raclette at my house. The saying in my Christmas cracker I liked: Attempt to strive for the unattainable to create completely what can be achieved.

We watched for an hour the show of Tina Turner at TV and then danced. Even in a small space it was quite possible. We started with our joint song and then chose alternately other standard dances.

By the way, to learn ballroom dance I recommend the following two CD's with rhythm and counting

"Ab in die Tanzschule 2" and "Ab in die Tanzschule 4".

and to dance the double CD  "World Hits Reloaded".

Then until midnight we loved each other under the Christmas tree, touched glasses on 01.01.2016 at 0.00 o´clock with water and organized fireworks outdoors to about 1.00 o´clock.

Bleigießen: My calling

Afterwards we did our oracle with Bleigießen and ate “Berliners” (I think in Berlin they are called differently). My spiritual order is: Ambassador of love, take the love with you and guide it into the earthly structures. Therefore additionally I asked the question at Bleigießen: How can I best reach the community? The response you see in the photo: I shall plant seeds and then let them grow.

Today, we eat the same again, Raclette, and take it easy.

How did you spend your New Year?

Kind regards
your Ayleen